the way you look at me =)

no one ever saw me like you do
all the things that i could add up to
i never knew just what a smile was worth
but your eyes say everything without a single word

cause there's something in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing in this world i can't be

i'd never know what you see
but there's something in the way you look at me

if I could freeze the moment in my mind
be the second that you touch your lips to mine
i'd like to stop the clock make time stand still
cause baby this is just the way i always wanna feel

cause there's something in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing in this world i can't be
i'd never know what you see
but there's something in the way you look at me

i don't know how or why
i feel different in your eyes
all i know is that it happens everytime

cause there's something in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing in this world i can't be
i'd never know what you see
but there's something in the way you look at me

♥ the way you look at me.... ♥

miss my grandmaa a lot !!!

what i feel now is sleepy sleepy and sleepy .
but i try to keep my eyes openn , just because i wanna share a lot !!
it has been a long time since i was here .
hwahwaa . so busy , got no time to write and a lil bit lazy .
hehehe :) :)

well , yesterday was my lunar birthdayy :)
thanks GOD for giving me a chance to live in this world till today , even i will complain about my life sometimes .
thanks for everything that you've always given to me .
they are the best for me , i believe . including my family :D
i was so blessed that i was still able to celebrate with my family around me .
that day , mom who woke up earlier then usual . though she need to pray as it was the 1st day of the month , she still manage to buy some ingredients for steamboat ( my request ) :D
dad who also woke up early , because he had to tend the shop as mom went to the market .
thanks a lot , dad and mom !
thanks to my sists and friends , who greeted me and gave me their best wishes .
also res packets from aunt and grandma :D :D
thanks for the midnight call , dear . quite surprised :)
LOVE YOU ALL :D
that dayy , i did my best to serve whole family as i could .
afraid that i can't do that again .
have a thinking that it might be the last time i had this kind of birthday celebration .
next year , maybee i will be celebrating it myself .
sob.sob :(
hopefully not like what i think .

mom and dad are having cold warr ?
haiish . the thing that i hate the most .
mom didn't tell me what happpened . i guessed she just did not want to ruin my mood .
the next day , mom told me .
yet i don't know what to do to help .
just hope everything will be fine soon .

this week , dear is not coming back .
haiish . i guess , he is just busy to look for gift for me .
actually , it is not necessary .
i would prefer to have him come back rather than looking things for me .
and he is going to have a marathon race tomorrow .
wish him luck and jiayouu yaa sayy ! :D
you can do it !!

just now , had some gathering with vian , vone and renny .
we were having dinner and we were too late for tuition .
hwahwaa . luckyly , i didn't get scolded .
hopefully , they didn't either .
it has been a long time since we could sit around together and have that kind of chemistry between us . the ambience was also good .
felt like the gap has gone and everything goes back to normal .
laugh like no manner and talk like speaker .
hahaha . ciihuuyyy !! :D
now , i am having headache about how to celebrate with them .
have no idea and hard to adjust time with one another .
at first , felt like don't want to celebrate , even until now , still a lil bit of me dont want to celebrate it . just don't know why .
hmmp . but that gathering just now changed a lil bit of my mind :)

i think i got to sleep now . for i am going to wake up dear at 5 and hopefully , i can wake up eraly and going to pray at 8 .
will talk much much more next timee yaaa :D
wan an ~

p.s.
everytime when it comes to my birthdayy , i will think about my grandmother .
i wonder how is she doing there now . i hope everything is fine :)
miss you a lot grandmaa !!

♥ only him ♥

♥ only he can stand my very bad temper ♥
♥ only he can tolerate my sudden change of mood ♥
♥ only he understands how i feel ♥
♥ only he knows why i behave like this and that ♥
♥ only he can endure when i act unreasonably ♥
♥ believe that no one can replace him and no one can do as well as he does ♥
♥ only him and there's no one else better than him in my eyes ♥

Just Wanna Be With You ♥

i got a lot of things
i have to do
all these distractions
our futures coming soon
we're being pulled in a hundred different directions
but whatever happens i know i've got you

You're on my mind you're in my heart
it doesn't matter where we are
we'll be alright
even if we're miles apart

all i wanna do is be with you , be with you
there's nothing we can do
just wanna be with you only you
no matter where life takes us
nothing can break us apart
you know it's true
i just wanna be with you
(be with you)

you know how life can be
it changes over night
it's sunny then raining, but it's alright
a friend like you always makes it easy
i know that you get me every time

through every up , through every down
you know i'll always be around
through anything , you can count on me

all i wanna do is be with you , be with you
there's nothing we can do
just wanna be with you only you
no matter where life takes us
nothing can break us apart
you know it's true
i just wanna be with you
i just wanna be with you

p.s.
♥ just wanna be with you .. ♥
the best things in my life :
♥ my precious family who will always be around . through every up , through every down , through anything , i can count on them ♥
♥ my dear who is always in my mind , in my heart . it doesn't matter where we are , we'll be alright . even if we're miles apart ♥
♥ DSF-ers , beloved friends who always make things easy when life changes over night . although our futures coming soon . and we're being pulled in a hundred different directions ♥
whatever happens i know i've got them
no matter where life takes us
nothing can break us apart
they are the treasures of my life .
♥ just wanna be with you all .. ♥
love and cheers :D

♥ kinship ♥ love ♥ friendship ♥

it has been a week since i went back to school .
but still , i can't find back the spirit in studying .
every single day , every each day , at school just make me feel annoyed .
just don't know why .
but the national exam is coming soon .
then a question mark has popped out , thinking whether i will pass or not .
haiiks . really need some efforts .
have to force myself to begin study and study harder .
or i think i will not get started in it until the exam paper is really right in front of me :pp
ganbatte xil !! :D

damn miss him right now .
or should i say that i have been missing him since yesterday ?!!
fiiuh ! his class starts today and that means we will have to stick to the old rules .
keep counting how many hours before we can meet .
and starting from now , it's still about 120 hours to goo !! :(
hmmph . just keep waiting . just keep waiting .

actually i have been thinking about something these lately .
my friends and i keep blaming and complaining about tasks and exams from teachers at school .
but hearing the others from other schools whose teachers gave them even more tasks and exams , i feel ashamed for myself . really :(
and i missed my secondary school life where i could share the same burdens with them all .
studied together . did homework together . gossiped together when there was no teachers .
and many more .
but now , while they are busying with their works , i am busying with my things too .
some unimportant things .
i ought to be like them . not doing useless things like what i have been doing since these past years .
fail to live up to my own and maybe my parents' expectations :(
gradually but surely , i am not up to the mark more and more .
kindaa sad . kindaa disappointed . sobb.sob :( :( :(

kinship , love and friendship .
the most important things in my life .

♥ kinship ♥
things have been well . no more bickering with my dad or mom or sisters .
will try my best to keep this family as harmony , as well as i can .
hope this situation keeps going like this , nothing can be better than this :) :D
adore , dote , love them so muchhhh !! :D

♥ love ♥
finding myself in love with him more and more .
*blushinggg :p
miss you a lot lot lot !!! :D

♥ friendship ♥
feel don't want to talk about it .
can't see it clearly anymore .
everytime when i think it , just feel like wanna cry . heartache .
besties are staying far and farther from me .
am i that detestable ?
can't reach you , your mind , your thought .
the more i try , the more hope i put .
and every time it turns out into a disappointment . it turns out into a rejection .
almost give up on trying .
maybe i really have to do some self-introspection .
maybe the problems lie on me .
i am the one who created unnecesaary troubles ?
i am the one who are not understanding ?
will time patch things up ?
really truly hope so .
although we don't have much time anymore :( :( :(

the bad sides of me

heyyy ! i am backk .
actually wanna write since yesterdays but have no time as the holiday is over liaw :(
miss here so much :(
wanna share a lot of things yet don't know how and where to start .

it's only the second day back to school and i am having a lot of pressure now . haiiks .
detest staying at school more and more .
always have no classes , no teachers or either too many works and tests .
yaa , i myself don't understand what i exactly want .
and it is so boring . the people . the surroundings . the environment . the way everything happens .
everything seems so stiff . not alive .
anyway , it is easier to say in a word : B.O.R.I.N.G
fiiiuh ! people keep asking high school never ends .
and me ? i want it to end as soon as possible . ckcks .

talking about agro .
it was fun . quite . not really .
huh ! it was fun but i was not satisfied .
didn't even play anything exciting to scream my lungs ( stress ) out . haiih .
actually i could but i choose not to .
it was hot indeed when those people let us play .
when we arrived , we still could play the sea sport actually , but due to many consideration , we delayed until the sea was subsided . and in the end we could not play .
what i like is : the photos :D
and our togetherness .
hmmp . although there were some doubts :(

maybe i was the one who don't understand the way he thought . why did he behave like that .
i think he was so childish that day . and even didn't think how people would feel when he answered somebody rudely , as a matter of fact , that person meant good .
don't know how to say anymore . let's skip it .

thrifty ? not my style indeed .
but i envy and i admire people who are thrifty .
they aree so 'li-hai' that can overcome their desires for some things .
until some other days , over-thrifty gives me a feeling that it should be called stingy rather than thrifty .
or even people who take it so seriously for a thing that is once a long time , for five or ten thousand . so calculative , aren't they ?
it is more disappointing when seeing those spending money on their own stuffs which were more expensive . that gave me kindaa 'no financial problems' people .
isn't that strengthen my view of 'over-thrifty = stingy' ?
haiiks . start to badmouth liaw .
stop it !! think positively please !!

feel kinda pressure while driving . hmmp .
i am really a careless person . huh !
almost had crashed to the others' car .
sometimes even break the rules . hehe :D
for those who have ever being frighthen by me , being 'touched' by my car , i am so so so sorry .
will try to be more careful next time :D

finally let out those 'bullshits' . huh !
yeahh , that's the way i think , the way i have been thinking .
some of the bad sides of me that don't know how to think positively .
finally , i spoke out my mind .
I A.M B.A.D I.N.D.E.E.D :(

cherish ~

here it is !
holidayy time :D
tomorrow is the dayy . hihiihi :D
room . car rental . parents' approval .
everything is solved now .
just waiting for the dayy . the day . the day :D :D :D

thanks to my kind and helpful and cool and charming and precious daddy who lend us his car .
hoho . and gave me quite a sum of $$ that is surely more than enough even for next holiday :D
p.s. not the holiday in other place of course :)
big thanks to my daddy and mommy . ciihuuy !!
love you so much much much :D

finally got news about jia le .
hohoo . she is very busy now .
poor her ! has lectures from morning till noon and continue working till late at night .
then i realised i am actually really well-being .
feel grateful . i really do :)

sometimes , life is just that wonderful , isn't it ?
wheel of life keeps moving .
sometimes we are at the top while we may be beneath in a blink of eyes .
cherish whenever happiness comes to you .
face it bravely whenever troubles and sadness occur on you .
for , we'll never know what will happen in the next minute .

hungry . wanna look for some food now .
*it was SAID that i want to diet , in fact , i just keep eating :p

got to go now .
will visit here again 2 or 3 days later .
with tons of things and experiences to shareee !

*looking forward !!