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the bad sides of me

heyyy ! i am backk .
actually wanna write since yesterdays but have no time as the holiday is over liaw :(
miss here so much :(
wanna share a lot of things yet don't know how and where to start .

it's only the second day back to school and i am having a lot of pressure now . haiiks .
detest staying at school more and more .
always have no classes , no teachers or either too many works and tests .
yaa , i myself don't understand what i exactly want .
and it is so boring . the people . the surroundings . the environment . the way everything happens .
everything seems so stiff . not alive .
anyway , it is easier to say in a word : B.O.R.I.N.G
fiiiuh ! people keep asking high school never ends .
and me ? i want it to end as soon as possible . ckcks .

talking about agro .
it was fun . quite . not really .
huh ! it was fun but i was not satisfied .
didn't even play anything exciting to scream my lungs ( stress ) out . haiih .
actually i could but i choose not to .
it was hot indeed when those people let us play .
when we arrived , we still could play the sea sport actually , but due to many consideration , we delayed until the sea was subsided . and in the end we could not play .
what i like is : the photos :D
and our togetherness .
hmmp . although there were some doubts :(


maybe i was the one who don't understand the way he thought . why did he behave like that .
i think he was so childish that day . and even didn't think how people would feel when he answered somebody rudely , as a matter of fact , that person meant good .
don't know how to say anymore . let's skip it .

thrifty ? not my style indeed .
but i envy and i admire people who are thrifty .
they aree so 'li-hai' that can overcome their desires for some things .
until some other days , over-thrifty gives me a feeling that it should be called stingy rather than thrifty .
or even people who take it so seriously for a thing that is once a long time , for five or ten thousand . so calculative , aren't they ?
it is more disappointing when seeing those spending money on their own stuffs which were more expensive . that gave me kindaa 'no financial problems' people .
isn't that strengthen my view of 'over-thrifty = stingy' ?
haiiks . start to badmouth liaw .
stop it !! think positively please !!

feel kinda pressure while driving . hmmp .
i am really a careless person . huh !
almost had crashed to the others' car .
sometimes even break the rules . hehe :D
for those who have ever being frighthen by me , being 'touched' by my car , i am so so so sorry .
will try to be more careful next time :D

finally let out those 'bullshits' . huh !
yeahh , that's the way i think , the way i have been thinking .
some of the bad sides of me that don't know how to think positively .
finally , i spoke out my mind .
I A.M B.A.D I.N.D.E.E.D :(

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