miss my grandmaa a lot !!!

what i feel now is sleepy sleepy and sleepy .
but i try to keep my eyes openn , just because i wanna share a lot !!
it has been a long time since i was here .
hwahwaa . so busy , got no time to write and a lil bit lazy .
hehehe :) :)

well , yesterday was my lunar birthdayy :)
thanks GOD for giving me a chance to live in this world till today , even i will complain about my life sometimes .
thanks for everything that you've always given to me .
they are the best for me , i believe . including my family :D
i was so blessed that i was still able to celebrate with my family around me .
that day , mom who woke up earlier then usual . though she need to pray as it was the 1st day of the month , she still manage to buy some ingredients for steamboat ( my request ) :D
dad who also woke up early , because he had to tend the shop as mom went to the market .
thanks a lot , dad and mom !
thanks to my sists and friends , who greeted me and gave me their best wishes .
also res packets from aunt and grandma :D :D
thanks for the midnight call , dear . quite surprised :)
LOVE YOU ALL :D
that dayy , i did my best to serve whole family as i could .
afraid that i can't do that again .
have a thinking that it might be the last time i had this kind of birthday celebration .
next year , maybee i will be celebrating it myself .
sob.sob :(
hopefully not like what i think .

mom and dad are having cold warr ?
haiish . the thing that i hate the most .
mom didn't tell me what happpened . i guessed she just did not want to ruin my mood .
the next day , mom told me .
yet i don't know what to do to help .
just hope everything will be fine soon .

this week , dear is not coming back .
haiish . i guess , he is just busy to look for gift for me .
actually , it is not necessary .
i would prefer to have him come back rather than looking things for me .
and he is going to have a marathon race tomorrow .
wish him luck and jiayouu yaa sayy ! :D
you can do it !!

just now , had some gathering with vian , vone and renny .
we were having dinner and we were too late for tuition .
hwahwaa . luckyly , i didn't get scolded .
hopefully , they didn't either .
it has been a long time since we could sit around together and have that kind of chemistry between us . the ambience was also good .
felt like the gap has gone and everything goes back to normal .
laugh like no manner and talk like speaker .
hahaha . ciihuuyyy !! :D
now , i am having headache about how to celebrate with them .
have no idea and hard to adjust time with one another .
at first , felt like don't want to celebrate , even until now , still a lil bit of me dont want to celebrate it . just don't know why .
hmmp . but that gathering just now changed a lil bit of my mind :)

i think i got to sleep now . for i am going to wake up dear at 5 and hopefully , i can wake up eraly and going to pray at 8 .
will talk much much more next timee yaaa :D
wan an ~

p.s.
everytime when it comes to my birthdayy , i will think about my grandmother .
i wonder how is she doing there now . i hope everything is fine :)
miss you a lot grandmaa !!