are we meant to be ?

so tired , but still feel like wanna writee tons of things :p
also missed to talk about something in my post last night .
hehehe .

last night , when i was buying food for my sisters , i met my ex-senior who studied at smanda at psp .
actually , i forgot her name . but she seemed so surprised to see me .
she still remembers me >> very glad knowing that :)
at the very last time i knew about her , she got a boyfriend who treated her very well .
but last night , the guy that she was holding at was not the one i know .
i have been wondering the reason why .
i know it's none of my business , but it makes me realized something .
"no matter how well , how nice somebody treats you , if you were not meant to be , then it means nothing"
then i think back my own condition . really hope that it won't happen to me .
yeahh , he treats me very well . the best guy i have ever had ♥
things do change , but somehow , i don't want any changes happen in this case
i am absolutely being not realistic now . can i make an exception for this time ?

~ still the same person ~
a simplee smile from her changed my mood immediately
just don't know why . her friendly smile makes me wanna be like her , who just simply smiles and makes others smile too
it has been a hard task for me , as most of people i know sayy that i'm cool .
hahahha
okayy , that's enough xP

holiday is coming ! holiday is coming !
cihuuuuyyy !!
so many plans that my mom and dad had made , but still don't know whether we are going or not .
i am confused by them . hahah :D
but if i am really going for holidayy , it will be about 4 or 5 days .
so lonely my dear will be ( i wonder : will he ? ) . kwakwaa
but definitely i am going to miss him a lot for sure !!

actually that is plan A . if my mom cancels our trip , i shall ask others to have our holidayys together :D
but i am not sure they can .
recently , they seemed not that enthuse about our gatherings .
or is it just my feeling ? haiks .
i often mix up my feeling with reality and often get confused and misunderstand their means :(

that's all for todayy . quite sleepy liaw

p.s.
you may not beside me , but you always stay in my mind and in my heart