sorry dearr :(

have just had dinner and gai-gai with him :D
everything seemed alright ..
except last night's incident ..
haiiks ..
feel so sad to remember :(

i can't bear to see him sad .
especially if that was because of me .
regret . remorseful . sad .

how could i intentionally don't pick up his calls while he was full of anxiety that time .
afraid that he would hurt my feelings .
in fact , i was the one who was bad .
i was the one who hurt him .

after picking up the call , i immediately blamed myself for being that bad !!
i should have answered the first call :(
i could feel that he was very anxious , and even very sad .

have forgiven you .
you know i can't stay mad at you for too long :)

yeahh , had a great time just now .
although i am afraid of something now :|
hmmp . hope that everything will be okay .
may GOD bless us always :)

"it doesn't matter where you go . what matters is with whom you spend your time"