♥ you

have just had dinner with him and his family .
somehow , feel glad that ( maybe ) i am treated as one of them .
they seemed welcome me warmly .
but on the other side , i feel so sorry that my family can't treat him like how his family treat me .
i do bother about this kind of stuff and have been thinking how to get them closer .
maybe time will help me , although i don't know how long i have to wait .
sigh*

i am glad that i realized the importance of my existence now , before it is too late .
not that i think highly of myself , but i trust him .
moreover , i trust myself . i am just being confident :D

it was proven that that time i visited him .
he was ill and because of some reasons , he was so down and resentful .
at first when i saw him , i was so shocked that he was pale .
then he told me what happened and we talked a lot .
i've tried ways to cheer him up and it worked XD .
i am so happy to know that i am quite important to him .
he was so different when i saw him at first .
he looked more energetic and happier :))
i never thought that i can do that .

at the beginning till now , we have been through so many tests .
but we never gave up each other .
yesterday we didn't , now we don't and hopefully in the future , we still won't give up :D

as long as we care each other .
as long as we trust each other .
as long as we are patient .
as long as we are unite .
as long as we don't give up .
as long as we tolerate .
nothing can stop us for our happiness ahead :D

♥ you

- "to the world , you may be just one person
but to one person , you may be the world" -
:)

OUR BIRTHDAY XD

last night was BELOVED DSF's bdae wohh .

a year past so fast . last 7th July , we were celebrating it at agro resort .
but this year could not , due to the limited time . hiiks .
but of course , it was still fun . all of the members were there .

we went to pizza hut , then cinema box to watch the 'eclipse' and finally went to vian's house to have OUR BIRTHDAY CAKE :D

actually things were quite complicated when suddenly somebody ( i forgot who ) suggested to celebrate it on 7th July because it was a day before . jie was in batam and he had to get permission from his mother and sister , because he had classes and he is going to have exam soon .
we planned to celebrate it again at agro on the 17th July , but didn't know why they suddenly changed their mind . so , everything was prepared in a rush .
at first , we had thought many ideas for the dress code , but in the end , we all wore so simple , especially me . hahahha :pp

the most troublesome was that when it came to the time we arranged to gather around ( 1 p.m ) , it rained heavily .
the car that i usually drive broke down and we don't have any vehicle . it turned out that jie rented a car and because he just arrived and immediately rushed to fetch the others ( i was helping my mom for a while ) , he didn't had a bath after walking home in rain . it caused him having fever now . hiiks . so worried . hope he will get well soon .
safely , we got to pizza hut and had our sumptous meal there . yummy . hahaha :))
took some photos and went to cinema box .

we were late for a while and the seats were not that comfortable . the seat positions are : phine & wong , vian & erwin , vone & renny , jie & xil . when we came out , every of us complained that the sofa tortured every part of our body . ckckss .
then we set off to vian's house and crazy-ing there . wkk :)
of course , on the way , in the car , we were accompanied by the DJ-s of 123 FM . hahaha . they are ivone , renny and vian . hahaha . those are the most cheerful among us :D
many many thumbs up for their jokes and their powerful voices . hahaha XD
we received souvenirs from phine who had just came back from jakarta : cute pins .

the good news is : she is going to stay for a month or more . cihhuuuuyyyyy XD
the celebration ended up by jie sending them one by one to home , except renny who was being fetched by her mom earlier .

but i found myself was weird last night . felt like not in the mood .
maybe because of troubles recently . hmmp .
and i hurt somebody last night . i didn't mean it .
i'm so sorry . hiiks :'( feel so regret . haiish .

what i want to know is , readers , how would and how should we feel when both good thing and bad thing come at once ? happy or sad ?
i was so confused . i thought i ought to have been happy , but in fact i couldn't .
i wonder what if others were in my shoes , what would they do ?
hmmp :(

anyway , things were quite good todayy .
still hoping tomorrow will always better than today :)