no tiime to update my blogg , untiil now .
almost finish my EXAMs alreadyy , cihuuyyyy ~
although the results weren't that satisfying :(( but i triied my best already :)
a lot of things happened lately ..
got to stay up all night to study yet the results turned out a disappointment . i wonder why .
and i admire my sister a lot , she even seemed like didn't care although she got a lot of remedials .
when i told her off , reminded her to study , she took it as a puff of wind passing her ears . teachers always ask me what is she doing at home all the time , does she study , or whatever , sometimes i really don't know how to answer .
i couldn't bear it anymore , i told my mother about the remedials just now and it caused my sister was beaten . i wonder whether is it my fault or not . maybe she will hate me for that .
it's not the first time yet whenever i ask " can you ?" she would reply " yes " . how am i going to help ?
and does she know that all of us just want the best for her ? does she realize ?
well , actually my parents warned her before . sighh ..
our apple went to Surabaya this morning for the poster drawing competition . of course , it's a good thing . she really got talents in drawing . but she will be away for a week . hope she will return qucikly and with a trophy of course :) . we gonna miss her a lot ♥
DSF anniversary is almost there 7th July . but this year is quite troublesome because our free times don't really match with one another . phine will be back at 6th July :) but it's weekday so jie cannot come back lor . we are confused in handling this problem . hope we will find the solution . it's okay if cannot like last year , spending two days n one night in agro . as long as we can be together , nothing else matters :)
somehow , i just don't like to promise something i am not sure . "10 years and ever after , can we ?" thinking that i am going to study overseas , it made me scared to answer . not because i don't trust him , not myself , but my family . i don't want to disappoint my parents . they said it will be better if i have my career in overseas and not coming back . yeaa , i know that's for my own good but i am not sure .
that's the reason we have been avoiding , although we know it will come .
sorry , the teardrops of yours , it's my fault . hope i can find better ways for all of us :)
love yaa ♥
quite crisis in financial . hahaah . need $$$ :pp
finally ,what i can say is : no matter what happens , be confidence that we'll overcome the problems . we won't be alone . even everybody is leaving us , still , GOD will be there anytime , anywhere , as long as you believe in HIM :)
inspired by some religious articles :D